It has become so bad that I don’t think I will have to do myself in. My body will simply cease to function due to lack of will. Even the act of breathing seems too big of a chore anymore, and I pray with each breath that it will be the last. I only hope I suffer in the end. A quick demise would rob me of the only feeling I enjoy, pain. An excruciating death, the ultimate pain, please come for me quickly.
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Hi NoWillToBe… Nobody deserves prolonged suffering… I’m sorry you’re struggling. If I may ask, what is happening?
Lost my kids, my house, my cars, my dog, my job, my driver’s license, my ex-wife got me falsely arrested for something I didn’t do, my grandfather molested my cousin and my sister and my family is covering it up, I haven’t a penny to my name, been unemployed for a year, my family has disowned me, my girlfriend (the girl of my dreams) is starting to resent me… Just to name a few.
So are you starving your way out?
Not purposely. Everything I eat makes me sick.
I bet if I made you one of my specialities you would eat it. I have become a real culinary wizard in recent weeks. I have to get up early tomorrow and go to the fish Market. I had a bit of a disaster earlier. Not my cooking but the oven dish had cracks in it and it fell apart when I took it out the oven.
I went to culinary school. NOTHING has any taste anymore. EVERYTHING nauseates me.
Speak to your doctor. Medication really helps. There are specific drugs but an example is when I switched to Mirt my appetite increased significantly. It depends on your personal situation.
What doctor? You have to have money for that. I don’t think $1.86 is going to cover it.
Hey what better way to start than the bottom. You can rebuild starting today.