I’m not too sure what to do anymore. Nights are the worst for this constant depression, days aren’t too bad because if i’m at work I don’t have time to think about them. I have to wear long sleeves at work though, weather it be hot or cold out just because  my scars and cuts make me a little insecure. But that’s not bad. Just lately, it’s been getting worse. I do NOT want to kill myself. I mean, I think it would just make all the pain go away but i want to see what live has to show me. I’ve been thinking lately of things I can do to help ME. I want to tell someone everything. Everything that bugs me, why I cut, why i’m so depressed. Everything. I can’t tell my parents though, because they’re not very supportive. My mom likes to make jokes about people who cut. You know how awkward that is for me? >.> I never know how to respond. I know I could go to the doctors, but i’m too afraid to talk to someone like that one on one. And I don’t really want to tell my friends. I mean a few of them know I used to cut, but I think they all think I’ve gotten over it. And I don’t want to have to go through that again. I dunno. I’m just not too sure what to do. Any suggestions…?
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Be careful when speaking to doctors, medical staff, therapists, because if they feel that you’re at risk of suicide they will institutionalize you. I’ve been in a mental hospital, and they are horrible. They do not accomplish what they are designed to solve.
As for suggestions, why not just tell “everything” on here?
You could try an anonymous Internet forum about suicide.
It is no use complaining to a bookmaker though; they take but never give.
Send me an email if you want pauld891 at g mail dot com May be able to shed some light. Take care.