I’m not too sure what to do anymore. Nights are the worst for this constant depression, days aren’t too bad because if i’m at work I don’t have time to think about them. I have to wear long sleeves at work though, weather it be hot or cold out just because Â my scars and cuts make me a little insecure. But that’s not bad. Just lately, it’s been getting worse. I do NOT want to kill myself. I mean, I think it would just make all the pain go away but i want to see what live has to show me. I’ve been thinking lately of things I can do to help ME. I want to tell someone everything. Everything that bugs me, why I cut, why i’m so depressed. Everything. I can’t tell my parents though, because they’re not very supportive. My mom likes to make jokes about people who cut. You know how awkward that is for me? >.> I never know how to respond. I know I could go to the doctors, but i’m too afraid to talk to someone like that one on one. And I don’t really want to tell my friends. I mean a few of them know I used to cut, but I think they all think I’ve gotten over it. And I don’t want to have to go through that again. I dunno. I’m just not too sure what to do. Any suggestions…?