i don’t struggle with cutting,but i’m recovered,or i guess,recovering,from an eating disorder. recovery is really tough. i realize that when i relapse,i have to forgive myself and pick myself back up and try again. you can do this,you can recover. your worth it,k?
try drawing on your wrists instead of cutting them. like, draw red lines to emulate the blood, except you don’t harm yourself. i don’t have that much experience with cutting, as i’ve only done it twice, and it really isn’t my thing. but i do understand how it can get addicting. it makes you feel powerful. and you forget about other pain. but only for a while. i’m always available to talk. mary dot e dot birkhead at gmail dot com.
Hey I know all about relapse. I Just got out of a program that I ended up being in for 6 months! A rehab!! I was told 30 days max, but that’s a typical lie everyone seems to hear. So what I have to say is this; I don’t know what your drug of choice was, but mine was heroin. that’s why my family is now SO proud for me to have two jobs far away from them. opiate addiction is a *****. it festers in your brain forever. its always there tempting you, “Maybe just once?” that was nice. “Not more than once every paycheck.” oh shit i feel my body withdrawing…”Maybe I can handle once a week.” oh shit I’m pissing out my ass and puking up my guts I NEED HEROIN IMMEDIATELY. Its helpless and its hopeless and once you get hooked you’re in for a lifetime of dissatisfaction. I don’t know if this will help but in the interest of doing so… I sold my ***** for this drug. my whole body and soul. is it worth it to you? you may be thinking solely with your midbrain so take your time when answering this…
3 comments
i don’t struggle with cutting,but i’m recovered,or i guess,recovering,from an eating disorder. recovery is really tough. i realize that when i relapse,i have to forgive myself and pick myself back up and try again. you can do this,you can recover. your worth it,k?
try drawing on your wrists instead of cutting them. like, draw red lines to emulate the blood, except you don’t harm yourself. i don’t have that much experience with cutting, as i’ve only done it twice, and it really isn’t my thing. but i do understand how it can get addicting. it makes you feel powerful. and you forget about other pain. but only for a while. i’m always available to talk. mary dot e dot birkhead at gmail dot com.
Hey I know all about relapse. I Just got out of a program that I ended up being in for 6 months! A rehab!! I was told 30 days max, but that’s a typical lie everyone seems to hear. So what I have to say is this; I don’t know what your drug of choice was, but mine was heroin. that’s why my family is now SO proud for me to have two jobs far away from them. opiate addiction is a *****. it festers in your brain forever. its always there tempting you, “Maybe just once?” that was nice. “Not more than once every paycheck.” oh shit i feel my body withdrawing…”Maybe I can handle once a week.” oh shit I’m pissing out my ass and puking up my guts I NEED HEROIN IMMEDIATELY. Its helpless and its hopeless and once you get hooked you’re in for a lifetime of dissatisfaction. I don’t know if this will help but in the interest of doing so… I sold my ***** for this drug. my whole body and soul. is it worth it to you? you may be thinking solely with your midbrain so take your time when answering this…