runnaway

it makes me so angry the way people expect me to respect them and be honest with them, but there always disrespecting me or lieing to me, im a humane to,and i may be a mistake but im still made of the same material as every one els, there for i am still humane, and i dont care if i wasnt humane, i dont go around saying ill be there or i promis something if i know i cant stick with my words or if i know im lieing,just to be a jerk,people shouldnt expect peace when they go around trying to intimidate others,my saportive home care staff through a group home said she would be over at 2 oclock to go to the ymca, she told me to be ready, i sit here waiting and waiting,and find out by someone els she already left to take the other client to the ymca,i waited for over an hour stairing out my window,to feel like a worthless peace of shit ,pls only cares about clients they want to care about, they could care less if i was dead,why do they feel they have to get my hopes up and lie to me,pls sucks,and i dont have family,they never were there for me, i was raised by foster homes and group homes, i only have pls, and they say they care, they are full of shit, i want to stab my self in front of them and have my blood skuirt in theere face