Hello, I’ve been gone a while.
but I’m back.
I’ve set a date. I’m going to go April 10th.
Yes, It’s a while away, but I still need to plan. Get everything together, have enough time to say goodbye and such.
I’m going to go by pills.
I’m tired of always being in pain, physically or emotionally, I’m very tired of it. And yes, I’ve tried therapy, I’ve tried anti-depressants, I’ve tried to have someone to depend on, but nothing’s working. I believe this is my destiny.
And I’m going toÂ fulfillÂ my destiny.
I know this is permanent, I’m aware.
And I feel empty. I feel okay with that. I feel perfectly fine with the fact that everything will be over.
No second chances, no comebacks, no rewinds, no start overs, no chance to bounce back.
I’m alright with that.