yeah nothing has gotten better ever since i finally listened to what she told me and left her a lone. i got accused for a lot of things, a harraser, a stalker, just a complete jerk for something that my heart was telling me to do. which at that point i feel like i can never trust my heart again.. i tried going out there and finding someone to replace her i really did but no one is like her and no one will ever be like her… im depressed and i miss her so much but its always in my head that she never wants to speak to me ever again and that i can’t talk to her.. she’s doing better with me not around and im glad that’s happening, im a virus, when i stay in someones life for too long i ruin theres and it makes me feel like a bad person. ive made the biggest mistake of my life and ill always regret what i did.. i feel like ill never be happy, because she was the only thing that made me feel like it. ill marry someone out there but ill never have the same chemistry and the same love that i did with this girl.. i can’t run after her anymore its done..