sometimes bad choices feel good.

As you know, I’ve recently had to deal with some things that were beyond my control. All in this one week I got the closest I’ve ever been to anyone and then completely lost him. I was devasted and I’ll admit- a bit dramatic but I thought about it. I thought a lot about it all, everything. He was harming me more than helping me I decided. I just made myself believe otherwise. We all do that, live in our own worlds and throw a bit of falseness in every situation. It happens naturally. That’s why you can never really trust anything for certain. So due to my newly found reality, I’ve realized also that this is for the best. Maybe he meant a lot to me, but I’ll find someone who holds the same equivalence if not more in the future. I’m proud of myself for making this decision. See, we all have to face things in life that we have to decide how to handle and most of us don’t think things over before deciding and make the wrong decision without knowing. Sometimes we know, though. Sometimes we know it’s wrong or bad for us but we do it anyway. Guys, you need to start focusing on yourself. It’s cliche, but only you can help you. I care about you all so much and I hate for you guys to be hurting because it sucks.. and hurts. So today instead of a question, I want to leave you all with a challenge. I challenge you to do the right thing today, make a good decision. Just one.