I have thought a lot about one of the reasons I am so lonely, and realize that I believe in all the beautiful things. I love the way the sky looks on a clear night, or the colors in a sunset, or a peaceful forest during the day. Most people in modern society find those things ‘corny’, or ‘sappy’, and would discount them or those who believe in them. I am lonely because I made a choice to love those beautiful, strange, slightly-spiritual aspects of the universe. It feels like this way of life leaves one completely alone, which is true save the select group of others who believe the same. Keep believing, fellow rare individuals, together we can keep our dream alive.
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Those are the things that keep me fighting. Someone told me recently that if i died there might be no more sky. I just wish he hasn’t stopped talking to me because the sky seems emptier without him.
Most people I know in ‘normal society’ actually use those things to slough off everyday stress.
They relax by enjoying them.