This is what happens…

have you ever felt left out? have you ever felt so unwanted? My bestfriend has said and started rumors about me and wont answer my texts, but I know shes there. people call me a ginger, im not A ginger i just have a red tint to my hair! it seems like they all hate me and that the world would be better without me. ME is a word i thought was pretty, smart, nice, and funny but it turns out at night I find myself crying and thats not ME. I want the things to back to the way they were last year, everything was perfect. this year it all crashed down on me! people say I have a lieing problem ( thats kinda true). ive waited long enough and my feelings are getting unbarible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to fix this but it seems im doing alll the wrong things……