Today….

Dear love, 

I am very afraid of you and for you. You made me feel great when I was down. I wish to do the same for you. But you seem to be gone. I care about you, but you won’t give me a chance to be there for you. I am sad. 

I am afraid of losing you, I am okay with you walking out on me. But i am not okay with you walking out on life. I don’t want to be the cause of your death. I don’t want you to leave. You are awesome and you are beautiful.

Just stay. Just stay with me. If you can’t then I want you to stay for me. But I really just want you to stay. I am afraid.

Please just come back!