Im so depressed. This week has been shit. And the worst part was it was all little things that have made me think about how good that shiny piece of sharp metal would look in my wrist.
1. School stuff- things about a crappy tattoo portfolio and being called wierd and having something taken away from me? which is quite confusing.
2. Maths exam- ah…exams. doesn’t everyone love them? espicially those with OCD who are terrified to write in pen and hate the thought of people staring at her because her seat was quite near the front.
3. i not long ago dropped my iPod touch in the bath, doubt it will work again -_-.
4. My brother has gone away with the navy on ship- for some reason i miss him like crazy, and i keep thinking of things that could happen while he’s out there.
5. just general depression and… My OCD has gotten worse. again.
i know its not much and people keep telling me that ‘there is always someone who has it worse off than you’. as if thats supposed to fucking help my mood.
some people just don’t know what to say…. some people are better off not saying anthing at all….:/