what you did to me

i lay here and wonder.
why did you do this to me?
why did you treat me like i was nothing?
why did you throw me away?
i tried so hard to be completely perfect,
and irresistable with every touch.
i tried and tried to make you smile.
but i was slowly running out of luck.
you put me through so much pain,
and torture,
and agony.
you made me feel stupid,
like i was so useless.
like i couldnt do anything on my own.
i wasnt very independent,
i relied on you,
to help me,
and to carry me through.
but what you did is the opposite in fact.
you killed me,
and you removed all the facts!!!