I hate being bullied. I always have this swag like yeah sure what ever you words arent hurting me but they kill me everytime i hear them. Now the people who are nice to me to my face are talking smack about me to my little sister when she is over her friends house! and she wont even defend me she just sits there and nods. like seriously. who can i trust if my own sister wont stand up for me?? i hate when people use me for my smarts and then behind my back they say all these horrible things. spread all of the irreversible rumors. Why do people do this to me? im not a bad person. im really not. Just because im smart doesnt mean that im snotty and i think im better than everyone else. My bullies have made me hate being smart. I purposefully sabotage tests, quizzes, essays, and projects so i get lower grades then everyone else. I am so ashamed of myself. I hate being here. If this is what it is going to be like until i get out of high school plus i dont have any friends.. i dont think i can make it. im begging for something to happen. car crash anything.. i hate bullies.
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Wow, im sorry to hear that your being bullied like this. Im in the same situation except i get called ugly everyday with all the bullies. I try not to act like it bothers me, but it does. And i always wish for the same thing as you, to get into a car crash and everything. just to die. But you know, you being smart, is good, don’t try to lower your grades because those dummies think your too smart. Being smart is actually attractive. You can get into good colleges, and become very succseful. you keep making those good grades in school, because you will get somewhere if you do. =]
i dont think i can make it out of high school with the bullying. it has gone down some since i have “dummied” myself down. i just wish that i could go far far away and never come back. i just really dont want to be here. I do want to live but i just cant take this sufferring anymore.
Have you tried talking to a teacher or any sort of authoritarian figure at your school? I know you might think it’ll get worse if you tell an adult, but you have a right to get help, and the adults have a duty to do something about it; that’s what the taxpayers’ dime goes to. Stand up for yourself, and keep performing good on those tests, if only to prove yourself better than your bullies. 🙂
i cant go to any teachers because its not physical bullying and most of the time they arent doing it to my face plus they dont even care because three friends committed suicide this year in my school and they were all bullied and nothing was ever done. nothing will ever get done and im starting to think that that is going to be my fate if this doesnt stop and its life so i know it wont stop. i dont want to die but i cant go through this stuff much longer.
Why would they not do anything when people committed suicide due to bullying? That sounds like negligence to me. I’m not sure how this would apply to American school laws, since I’m not American, but in Sweden, it doesn’t matter if they bully you physically or not, bullying is still bullying and the school staff has an obligation to make sure you’re healthy during your stay in school, physically as well as mentally. But at least talk to your teacher. You won’t know if you don’t try, right?
but its nothing i can prove that they are doing it since they are doing it behind my back. i jsut want to cut so badly.
fuck them dude, i went through this in high school, i knew none ,everybody made fun of me for 2 years and i was not even smart. I changed school same shit. after that year i stoped going to school for 2 years. now im finishing school net year and im going to UK to study fine arts. everything is going to turn out good. if u want to deal with those bullies beat the shit out of them. start lift weighting and some boxing , do the mirror excercise.
if you dont stop the bullies they are gonna keep doing this and to other kids.this is a lesson you are going to give them that cant be given in any other way.and dont be afraid to get ur ass kicked, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. just beat the shit outa him infront of the whole school , and keep your smarts. peace from greece
I know how you can prove that you are being bullied.
Tell them about how your marks have dropped and why.
They have to take notice then because schools are partially responsible for your grades.
But that is such a big job for a young person,
What you really need is someone to help advocate for you, speak up with you.
You don’t deserve to have to go through this.
Peace
Yah, high school sucks for most people. You’re not alone. Thankfully, it does end sooner than you might think. Do you have plans to get away after graduation, maybe to college? The best thing about high school – it ends, then your real life begins. Hang in there please. Praying for you Stacey.
You sound like you have a lot of potential in this world. You are intelligent and you shouldn’t have to sink to the level of these people, If people are that much of a hassle for you, consider home school or summer school programs, or advanced classes where people work for there education. I am doing a project on suicide, and I have felt this way too.. I would like your story. please email at runsintherain@gmail.com if you have the time to share your story. You’re important to me and the world. Choose life.. It’s worth it.
I watched that Steve Wilkos show you suggested (and I can see you deleted that post).
Bullies hide behind a callous persona to disguise their fragility — it’s like, ‘come on everyone, laugh at this guy so that you’re all too busy to notice my flaws’.
Or maybe, those bullies could be hurting inside the same way you are. I mean, they are human too so there could be an iota of remorse within their hearts. Life is a double-edged sword after all.
Don’t let them break you. You are stronger and valued much more than you might believe otherwise.
i now have officially no friends. my best friend stopped talking to me for no reason. im alone now and im scared.
You do have friends now. Real friends. Though they may be “cyber” friends, they (we) are willing to listen. It’s so stupid whoever first came up with “sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me”. Pshk. Not physically, but man it really sinks in deep. I was labeled so many things on top of physical bullying and throughout life just believed that I was this pathetic, worthless, useless, illiterate, impaired weak little freak. But…this is probably the hardest thing to do…we have to believe that those are lies and reflect the words…or counter them with love. Believe me, when you say something nice to people all the time/compliment them, they will sometimes give this sort of shocked look. Returning a massive shower of kindness soon, someday, puts out the biggest wildfire of hate. Any questions, just let me know. Take care.