For any of you who were wondering, my suicide attempt failed. Unfortunately, I was caught. So my plans have been temporarily delayed. I was in a psych hospital for the last week and my internet access is now limited and monitored, so I’m not sure how often i’ll be here. I just wanted to let those who cared know that I am, in fact, breathing.
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I care :/
I’m glad ur okay…
Hey I’m new here so I haven’t met you yet but I’m glad that your attempt didn’t work. I also know what its like to be locked up in the psych hosiptal and tehn be monitored. Ugh its horrible!
I know it is selfish to say, but I am glad you lived…
We do care.
Should I bother to ask how the hospital was? Probably not well since you still plan on carrying it out…
I missed subtle bloodstains she actually talked to me at times and she can sing a song I love (:
And rebel hiii O:
@AtTheEnd- HEY! I got the skype but my parents are still up so I have to wait for another hour 🙁 Hows it going?
@rebel
oh it’s fine no problem (:
I’m sad, lonely, stuck in a sate of nostalgia
@AtTheEnd
Thank you!
@WillTickin
The hospital was hell. So fucking glad to be out. I will give details later but I have to go now because my parents are taking my phone away.
Goodnight everyone. I will check the comments tomorrow morning.
@subtle_bloostains
of course I missed you c:
Dun thank me I’m only human
sweet dreams
Heh sort of figured that…sorry it was such hell. Love how they think the way to help you is to force you to go through hell. Aye aye, well hope you sleep well.
@AtTheEnd
I’m the kind of person who appreciates a little humanness once in a while.
@WillTickin
Yes. Well there was no metal allowed, every time you had to go to the bathroom a nurse had to get up and unlock one for you, you couldn’t even have water bottles. It was undoubtably the worst experience of my life.
the main purpose of committal must be to dissuade you from taking another shot at suicide:
“next time you’re up for another attempt, just remember what will happen if you fail .. think twice !”
s_b: I can only hope you’ll find 2-3 reasons to tolerate being alive, put them together to create some sort of inner shield, a resistance to suicide attempts
you may have a few reasons that look so minor, almost insignificant at the moment since stupid ass depression tends to downplay their importance
Oh, that doesn’t sound very pleasant at all… All while them saying “This is to keep you safe…” Ayeyeye. Sorry you had to go through that.
But I still have to hope truthbetold’s comment helps you. Some reasons to live and build a shield…
Yeah. I’m definitely living for a few months minimum. I have a few things to figure out. Thanks, truthbetold. I appreciate the support.
Humanity sickens me most of the time…I’m glad you appreciated my little humanity (:
And I’m glad ur okay for now! You should sing Kiss Me and post it on youtube please? :c
I’ll try, ok. And then you can tell me whether I can actually sing or not.
Okay (:
I’ll probably fall in love with ur voice xD
I like this idea, *** thinking att.
You guys might have to wait a few days because I just got a horrible cold. My luck…Lol.
@Subtle bloodstains
Awwww man ;(
Okay okay fine you got lucky xD
@Will
lol another great idea for me right will?!