I don’t smoke

When we were kids four of us would split our dinner money and buy a box. Back then three would last me a day now I get through them like nobody’s business. I’m not addicted to the nicotine, my brain is so frazzled I can’t get addicted to something like that even though I’ve smoked for 14 years. I think it’s boredom mainly and it adds to the nails in my coffin. Sometimes you just feel like a smoke you know. It’s not a big deal and I wish I could be more health concious like people I know but I’ve just never really cared about myself enough to care. I suppose when you hang around Internet forums about suicide it’s the least of your worries. But yeah, when I have a setback I go to the shop buy 20 and a bottle or 8 cans.

There was a shop around the corner from the school and he knew we were under age but still served us. He would sell singles for 30p

I got in to a bad financial state last month and ended up smoking Drum. I kindof liked it.