Paramedics won’t let You die.

Everyone should just lay off the paramedics. It’s a fucking hard job, both physically an psychologically. My last bf was a medic and fucked up because of it. You spend all dy runnig around saving people. No one is gonna thank you. They will thank the doctor in the hospital. Someomes youdo 20 hour shifts. Watching people die. Blaming yourself for not being good enough to save you. Getting puked, bled and pissed on. And then you get the suiciders. And As much as you want to let them die, you can’t. Becaue you yve a moral and professional obligation. Because you swore an oath. You work fucking hard and you know that the 2 hours you spend on a suicider, you could have spent saving someone who actually wanted to live. But you can’t make that call. It’s not your choice.
If u don’t want a medic to save you, you should do a better job of locking yourself away before anyone can get to you. It’s really not that hard to lock yrself in a secluded toilet somewhere. But don’t blame someone whose life is already hard enough, for your failure to do the deed. It would also save my taxpayers dollar if you could sort it out properly yourself, many thanks.
And yes, medicine is cruel. If the patient refused to drink the charcoal, yes, the medic or doctor is obliged to force flush. If you don’t want to go through this, I recommend you drink the charcoal.
I appreciate black scorpian telling us what is in store for failed suiciders. Thi is valueable information. Now you all know what to expect if you fail.

@truthnetold I am getting mixed messages from you.
On one hand, you seem to have a problem with the fact that no one will assist you in a humane death.
On the other had, you seem to have a problem that suicidal people aren’t offered enough help and support with their mental illness.
So what is it you want? Sympathy or indifference?

@procel I was talking about black_scorpio. She’s joining the Procel fan club! (don’t worry I am there too)
errr… what happened with the last one? Or is it better not to ask?

“we were cruel” doesn’t sound like bragging to me… it sounds like just a statement from a pragmatic person who understands what cruelty is but has no other choice.
I’m sorry for how you were treated molly. That is horrible. But at the same time, I would focus any hate onto the rapist, rather than everyone else who just have to do their jobs. I know a lot of doctors and nurses, and truthfully, you’re right – they HAVE to disengage their emotions to some extent while they work, because if they don’t… well they can’t do their job, they would be an emotional wreck. They don’t have time for tact or sympathy. It seems heartless, sure, but chances are, those same people you talk about, they go home and shut the curtains and cry over every lost patient. They can’t show humanity on the job, they have to wait until they’re off the clock and no one is looking.

How are you anyway?

PS. It’s good that you apologised so you can stay friends… good to avoid drama, keep your life simple and don’t make enemies… but don’t put too much stock in what she said, she was prob just lashing out in anger.

@Procel good on you. You’re very classy. be the bigger person and walk away. Just don’t take it personally ok? she has issues… not your fault.

@procel you’re right. It doesn’t make them wrong. But it also doesn’t give them the right to walk all over other people and treat them like shit. By all means, be compassionate and sympathetic. But you need to draw the line when people show a basic lack of respect for you.

You must have some level of self respect, otherwise you would have just kept taking her shit. But I think a good start is when people start to act like assholes… if they’re rude… I’d draw the line there. Because you don’t need money to buy class, so I just hate it when people behave in unclassy, ungracious manner. Sometimes I am in a shitty mood and so I act like an asshole. I appreciate it when other people catch me out, tell me I’m being an asshole, and stop me from making an even bigger dick of myself!
Anyway, I don’t worry about you. You got a good moral compass. That’s a hell of a lot better start than most people. Night night, bedtime for me.

@procel no need to thank me. Just speaking the truth.
The way you behaved in the above scenario indicates that generally you’re not a petty, spiteful or vindictive person. This puts you miles ahead of the majority in terms of ethics. The way you responded to people bagging out black scorpio indicates you have objectivity and ability to see both sides of the arguement. This indicates you have empathy. The way you stood up to the majority who were villifying black scorio indicates you have integrity. It takes guts to disagree with the majority. This is courageous and admirable. I’ve seen you say anything mean or out of line on SP, and I have seen you come to other peoples defense if it’s something you feel strongly about. All these things indicate ‘good moral compass’. The only problem I have with you is you always beating yourself up!