i know this is suicide help but im caught on running away;
my boyfriend that i love so much and been with for the longest through THE MOST (me cheating, arguing daily, thinking im pregnant, my bulimia & anorexia, self inflicting, and self esteem) may be going to jail because of my mom; we may argue a lot but in the end were more in love than anything you could imagine; i was raped by my moms ex boyfriend and touched by her 2nd ex husband; all of this is coming out as once; and its sooo much pressure and i dont want my boyfriend to leave me and hes innocent ! i want the other 2 bastards to go away but i dont know where one of them are and the other one denying everything like the ***** made black man he is. my mom is basically killing herself with all the stuff shes doing and i cant take it and i have a little sister one of the most innocent girls you’ll meet and i have to stick up for her and protect her and be her best friend cause no one is really there for her. my parents split when i was about 4 or 5 and my dad is re-married; if my boyfriend gets charged im running away; if i have to leave my home im running away; i just got accepted into like the best high school ever where i live;
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sounds like you have some tough stuff going on in your life, im sorry.
Remember, your past doesn’t dictate your future, you do. If you run away, you’re going to miss your chance to go to that HS, and then college, and do something that will make it so you don’t have to be like your mom, and have creepy men around, or depend on drugs or alcohol, or whatever it is shes into. You deserve more than that, but you’ll have to work for it.
I hope things work out for your boyfriend, but remember, you have the power in your life….don’t give it to someone else.
but its like everytime a good thing happen a bad thing happens; for example;
Black man leaves me alone > Dog Dies > Find Boyfriend > Mom Flips > We Last Almost 6 Months > Mom Tries Getting Boyfriend Arrested > Now
and earlier that year my best friend died and my mom almost died and i had to live with my dad for 3 months and then i made friends at school the guy i WAS in love with got a secret girlfriend and the boyfriend i had cheated on me another dumped me and this guy I REALLY liked dated my best friend and she lied to me about it then i left on a 2 day notice and then i came home and things got better and then i saw the black man there … and i was also bulimic and emo at these times;