I have to admit – it’s a fucking bad bad bad day today. No mood. Wanna disappear like everyone here. .
Is it PMS or i just gave up .. i have no idea.
Feeling alone , have to spend my last cash visiting ill father, because my brothers and sister doesnt give a fuck and finally i just feel ugly.
Didnt feel great in job also. And job always saved my ass from evthng. I didn’t love it yesterday. Didn’t want to help ’em.
Praying for my guard angel to fill me with power. My angel guard always saves my ass. Just need to find right words to talk with him.
Anyway, extremely bad day today.
I am scorpio, and i don’t feel loving myself anymore these days.. That is the worst what can happen, because then i lose my mind & going crazy.
I even can’t die or whatever, because im responsible for my father.
SITTING IN A TRAP OF LIFE.
Have a nice day people.. I’m leaving today. 
2 comments
I’m sorry about your day. Like you wrote, today is just a bad day. Today will end and then there will be tomorrow… and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. I try to remember that when things are going horribly wrong.
im sorry. Sounds like your day sucked. But tomorrow will be kinder. just remember that. you don’t need to live for anyone else, you should live for yourself, because you are worth it. You deserve the best in life, but to get it you have to be alive. Don’t kill yourself, its not worth it.