Two more days, Then I fade.

Oh my it’s almost here. I can’t stand the intensity of this fear..It’s almost here, the end is so very near. I am scared, I am worried. I should have of never hurried. I just rushed my own death, right when life was at its best. Gosh, I messed up so bad..Now the world around me is ever so sad.. They know its the end, i had to tell them.. They are my family, my life..They have been here throughout all this pain and strife..They saved me many times, but they can’t save me now…Out of the billions of words they could have said when I told them, they said; “WOW”..