im really bord,have asomnia,does anyone think alot?so much that you foget what you were thinking about 30 seconds ago?what if someone on this website lived right next door to you?or what if its your own teacher or co worker and you have no idea?do you ever think of that?after thinking of that, idont think i could ever say my real name,especially after i said i took a buch of pills last night,i hate life,wisconsin is so boring,i want to live by the ocean,sorry if anyone likes wisconsin,nothing fun ever goes on here,im really depressed and happy at the same time, its driveing me crazy,im only happy because i feel like running faraway and not know were im going,feeling adrenalin,
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Imagine not thinking at all.
But don’t think about it!
Just imagine…
i dont think i could do that, i try not to think an then i think, an then i dont realize that im thinking, so then i try to just picture somthing and that picture turns into a thought and i start thinking again.and it goes on and on,i even think when im dreaming in my sleep.wen i do sleep,
Yes I think constantly. I get that strange staring off in the distance look and sometimes catch myself and wonder how long I’ve been like that. My family (aunts and cousins) all live in Wisconsin. (I’m in Tx). I hear there’s not much to do but drink. Idk..but I know what you’re talking about always thinking, thinking….
I know. If anyone I worked with ever read this it would probably send me over the edge. But dont worry, I live in England so we don’t know each other. I would like to know you though. You’re cool.
Sometimes I am standing in front of the grill and I forget about my toast so your not alone there. I bought a toaster so I don’t have that problem anymore. When I was younger I used to over think. I would wake up at 2 am and write down my profound thoughts and incorporate them in my essays. I don’t have that problem anymore. These days I’m just a scatterbrain.
The trick is to catch yourself thinking, to actually watch yourself unfolding thoughts in your mind.
It takes time to learn but you need only practice for a few moments each day.
And then you can laugh at your own thoughts.
You can reach a point in life where you realize that all those terrible thoughts aren’t true, it’s just the noise of your mind.
Soon you will awaken, as if from a dream, into your true self.
Every moment you can live without thought is a moment of healing peace.
… or just let yourself get sucked into the mind numbing world of television … fastest method to brain death ever.
numb dawg