My last day online will be 05/31/2012. My last actual day … not soon enough.Â And if anyone tries to pull that stuff that someone did with Biscuit on here, it is not going to work with me so do not waste your time.
A few more weeks and I’ll be out of here.Â One of my methods is already procured and the two backups are on their way.Â Terminated my employment a week ago so it is daily inundation in books, games, movies and music until the end.Â Since the job is done and the methods are going to be present, no turning back now.
Everything is given away except my favorite entertainment items, the necessary appliances for comfortÂ and a couple of futons.Â The house is very empty.Â Then again never had much in it to begin with.Â Â Well not as far as the normal decorations/photos similar stuff you see in the average homes.Â Never was much for sentimental stuff.Â
Going to spend the next week with my nieces and nephews.Â Spoiling them rotten as usual.Â Sponsoring the adults in my immediate family(blood and adopted)for a three day weekend adventure on what they enjoy.
Leaving the house to my little brother in care of the family.Â Â He’s on his third marriage now and may be having more kids.Â Going to visit the children’s hospitals one last time.Â And maybe hang out with my transient brethren in their gathering places.Â Hit some of my old artsy fartsy locales I used to frequent.
End every evening with a glass of Glenlivet, a Cuban, someÂ Lovecraft or PoeÂ and Mozart or Marilyn Manson.Â
My only regret will be that I cannot erase the memories of my existence in the minds of all who have ever known me.Â Hoping there is no afterlife but if there is I am going to find my cousin and my sonÂ and we are going to cause havoc all over the multiverse.Â As well as create our own dimensions specifically to what we want.
To all that still have hope, live for yourself first because that will sustain you.Â Create whatever meaning you want in life even if it consists of fart jokes, following Buddha,Â and supporting Ron Paul.Â And there are many on this site and in life who will help and support you.
To those on my path, just make sure that you are ready.Â And I wish you a peaceful and painless journey.
And to Nat, I’m sorry dear.Â Could not hold on any longer.