I just can’t deal anymore. Everyone says to “hold on” and “be strong”. But they do not walk in my shoes. They do not feel the pain I feel. They were not physically and emotionally abused in their childhood. They didn’t see their boyfriend of 6 years find a new girlfriend and the two of them crack jokes about me on Facebook, saying that I am lunch meat while the new girlfriend is steak….yet the ex-boyfriend calls and tells me the same week he not over me and wants to be friends and I am a great person. How can I be a great person if you and your girlfriend refer to me as lunch meat and refer to her as steak? Why do you even need to discuss me with her? Why do you have to hurt me in this way and many other ways?? Why can’t I escape the pain of losing you? Why do I still want to be with you and love you after you played me and disrespected me like that? Why am I so stupid? Why can’t I just die? Nobody cares anyway. They say they do because it’s politically correct. But they don’t really care. I should just fade to black. No more pain, grief, worry or tears. Just silence. Peace. Still. Calm.
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hi i read your post and i think that if they call you like this it is because she is afraid of you because you are better than her and you know everybody eats lunch meal i think its good you know you post in your facebook hey after you become full of steak come back to eat your tasty lunch baby dont care about that ***** loves from mexico
@help89,
Don’t let your ex fool you. He has but one intention. Next time calls tell him your prime rib and his new toy is dog food. Tell him he missed the bus and you have moved on. The feeling he will experience will be of shock and desire for you like no other. Just never let him back in.
You can do it.
Iron
Your ex and his next are acting so stupidly, and such behaviors are just too rude of them, don’t let them pull you in their childish situation.
thanks all for the comments, they made me smile. I made a huge fool of myself calling and calling and calling him last night, Of course he did not answer. I am so embarrassed. I feel so weak and empty inside. I wish I knew how to let go of him for good.