What a watchful eye. Not a moment is there just for myself.
Those who I confide in my outer most opinion know nothing of my inner pain or what I really think. Those who I have believe I can share this with are no longer the high points of my life. I’m too personal, well I would if anyone took the interest. No one wants the opinion of a 16 year old with all the gadgets and a loving girlfriend. He has the life, what’s to complain about. IM ALONE! I’m fucking alone damnit! What do you care? You don’t! Bu still I will listen to your opinion on how your life sucks and yet here I am, a person who is listening to your problems and actually g ing two flying fucks. What will it take? Hmmm to gain what I believe to be a true friend to confide in? These posts really help ease the anger. I shouldn’t have to sneak away to something called the suicide project to have people know what I am really like. I’ve already been judge and put down for what I vented on twitter. When do the lies stop. Parents, girlfriend, “friends”. Don’t act like you understand or really want to understand. You’re afraid of the truth or what it possibly could be. And that’s fine. Cause I will never admit this nor that to you. I love you ya fools…
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I don’t think anyone here is going to judge you. That is one thing I’ve noticed. People here share some pretty personal stuff and they don’t judge each other. Rather refreshing really. I don’t know where else you can find that. Sounds like you are a very accomplished person, like someone that people think has things together, even though you say you are only 16 and no one wants your opinion. David of the Bible was only 17 when he killed Goliath. No one else was brave enough to step up. Many Kings have been teenagers or sometimes even younger. Some of the most profound truths of eternity have been hidden from the wise and prudent but revealed to babes. Yes, young people have the ability to see things honestly and purely. They are not jaded with the experiences and hardness of heart that older people acquire.
So, go ahead and confide in the anonymous ones who frequent this site. You may not get great advice, but you won’t be judged, and you will find a place to vent and get things off your mind. There is value in that.
Keep in mind that many young men like yourself go through periods during their growth into adulthood that are full of anger and confusion. The things that cause you anger or confusion will either pass or you will grow to understand, dismiss, or find a way to tolerate them. But it’s good that you have a place where you can get the feelings out. Welcome. Tell us more about yourself and we will become your friends and be there for you. Cheers.