I can’t talk to my friends about my depression because they all gossip so much, and they don’t care. I am so sick and tired of being lonely. My friends ignore me, and I treat them with so much dignity and respect. I really do, outside this site I exhibit enormous self-control. I only let loose my emotions on this site because I consider it a safe space to do so, and in some warped way I feel more comfortable posting to a community of people who always feel this close-to-suicide sensation like me. Anyways, It’s late, so forgive my poor grammar. Venting on this site is much nicer than venting to my untrustworthy friends.
Is anyone else on this site really lonely? I hate feeling like the only one.
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God yes….
I don’t talk to my friends about depression either; not because they gossip, but because I am too afraid of what they will think and don’t want to make them feel bad.
I feel extremely lonely, but reading that other people feel the same way helps.
I am also very lonely and feel as though no one cares. I give my all and pour everything I have into every person that I am around, yet still no one seems to care about me. I feel so alone, even when I’m in a crowd!
If you ever need to vent or whatever… just have some care… you can e-mail me: godloves_me2006@yahoo.com
Lonely to the point I feel pathetic.
No love in my life makes me feel like an undesirable specie!
I do have some friends, but the good times I spent with them are shallow experiences that make me feel life is good when it isn’t. Life is a *****.
I hate feeling so lonely and knowing that if I closed my eyes right now never to wake again no one would even notice me gone.
I had the fortune to inherit my father’s extreme reclusiveness.
That being said nobody outside the online suicide sites I visit know I am suicidal except for a couple of people.
And those were slipups.
I’m very lonely. I feel like I can’t talk o my best friends anymore cause they don’t care. It not only hurts but makes me feel so very lonely. Especially since they were there for me in the beginning and now they couldn’t care whether or not I live anymore.
I feel alone a lot. This site does help cause the people here understand more. Its a great place to rant without judgement and cruelty. We are always here to talk.
My e mail is siana_campbell@yahoo.com if you ever need to:)
Fierce Love<3
I attempted to try out the whole trusting my friends thing, what a disappointment that was, it didn’t work out at all! It’s okay though, I learned my lesson, I won’t make that mistake again.
I’m lonely too. I agree with what everyone else has said about friends and the outside world. When I think about it, the only people I know are on this site and even then, they are anonymous so I don’t really know anyone. Sad but true.
Duke I’ve seen your photo and talked alot via email and this site you don’t feel like warrantee to me..you have a good heart as do most of the people on this site…you are loved by us eegardlessof how far away you are your struggle is one we feel and understand
I too know lonliness
You aswell!
Most of my loneliness is down to all the jerks I know. When I left Uni I fell out of contact with my friends. I started gambling and would hang around the casino’s and betting shops. There I met some complete losers who were just my friend because I worked and bought drinks all the time. So I abandoned them and isolated myself. If I wasn’t so depressed all the time I could go out there and meet people. I’m actually really nice and just a cool dude but people don’t want that they just want someone to take advantage of and use. I have joined some dating sites but the girls I express interest in reject me and the one who like me are unsuitable. I’m thinking of meeting a depressed girl but that probably won’t work out well either. I don’t know. I feel so inadequate and I know that once I find a girl I like she will just hate me for being a loser.
very lonely:/
Extremely effin lonely! Yet I am normally an anti social recluse, I love to isolate myself but I like to have a few close friends in my circle. Which at this point in time, I do not. :/
I don’t know about anyone else, BUT i am damn tired of feeling alone, having no one to talk to, that truly understands! My “friends”, sure that worked out. I told my best friend one day because he said i looked so depressed lately and he was there for me. Well i took his word for it got called a idiot and he hasn’t contacted me since. Family? Yea right! All that happened was i am now known to everyone for being a depressed moron. Truly no one knows how i feel and call me names, i have nothing left to look forward to!
I’m sick n tired of my life I want to end it, I’m fed up with the way of the world n ppl living in them.
try being a Christian,,,, you get ha
ted even more 😉
The reason I’m on this site is largely due to loneliness. There doesn’t seem to be much i can do about it either which means I’m lonely and trapped. God its a depressing life!
I hope this makes sense. I have been alone for so long that I don’t know any different. I don’t even know if I am lonely. That sounds really pathetic.
I know exactly how you’re feeling..probably not exactly but you get the drift… I’ve lost a lot of friend because they couldn’t understand the fact that I didn’t want to confide in them. They didn’t understand that I don’t trust them with that kind of info…