I’m in a place I have been sine I was 11, I am broken inside friends and family say get help I have but it didn’t really help its basically for people who can talk problems out and somehow be cured. I hurt I’m heartbroken I have been on a downward spiral for so long I no longer know what complete happiness is. I no longer have friends to turn to since a year ago I had overdosed. I feel so alone they say turn nto God but I do have God but that hasn’t helped me either I can’t find peace I feel myself digging myself deeper and deeper inside myself I no longer want to be part of the group laughing because I know it couldnt happen to me theres something inside me that wont let me be happy ugggg I cant tell u my level of hurt anger or fustration I just want help but can’t find anything to help, but the helium hood project sound enticing.
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Look to yourself in the mirror, and ask yourself what you want. Truly ask yourself. If you’re going to do this, you have to know the sheer amount of pain you’d leave behind. Questions and blaming and crying, you have to know that once you leave, all of that is what you did. People will lose their spirit, sob into their pillows, wonder if it was their fault all along.
Look at yourself, and ask yourself if you’re ready to cause that much pain to others. If you’re not, tell someone what you’re feeling, and they will help you through it.
I have reached out my family thinks of it as a joke n tells me to suck it up Im bein dramatic I have no one to reach to no one to juss get away with for a moment n talk I have me n my tears n juss really want to give up