Liquor barley helps. Sleep is non existent. Letting go of life seems so pathetic and dramatic. Yet its the only thing that I know right now that will stop the pain. I just want to feel peace even if its for 5 measly minutes. Anything to drown the pain of knowing every time I open my eyes in the morning or shut them at night.. that I’m entirely alone. Maybe some people were born by mistake
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I feel like you took this right out of my brain. You are far from alone in at least the sense that I understand this perfectly and live it everyday.
some people have people. some have god. some are strong enough to have themselves.. as for me.. I am nothing. I just want to feel nothing. And it seems like pain comes with life. there is only one way to cut that off
i dont have people, i dont have a god, i hate myself. i feel like that a lot. its sad when you dont want someone to do this, but you dont know what to tell them, because you cant even believe it yourself.
I dont have a god either.. and if I did.. nobody’s perfect. I was his mistake
nbarules13, dont you dare spew your shit at me. i can be atheist if i want, just like you have the right to believe in that ever you believe in. but i dont go around preeching that there is no god. fuck you and your shit. how dare you even speak about god, i may not believe one exists but im familiar with relegion and there is no such one that would accept someone of the faith telling others to kill themselves.
nbarules how bout you go fuck yourself you weird bible thumping little prick.
ignore him Michael93, he likes the attention he gets by being a ass.
Fag. *****, I’ll rip your head off and shit down your neck. Then just for fun I’ll ram my dick up your ass just to show you what its like to be a fag, you insubordinate fuck
yeah, that makes a whole lot of sense. you ignorant peice of shit.
nice Michael, that would be a sight people on here would prolly pay to see.
not you alafolie..
lol.. this is a mod’s wet dream
no michael, i know you werent talking to me of course.
nbarules13
What the fuck is your problem??! You should just shut the fuck up- the first thing you said was uncalled for
Please do not disrespect others right to choose by using hateful words like fag on here.
Thank you in advance.
nbarules, I don’t understand how you can sit there insulting and being hateful to people you don’t even know. this place is called “The Suicide Project” meaning there are people here, including me, with some serious issues im hoping to get support on. and instead theres you, making people feel worse.
Mmkay. I’m done. I dont act immature over a computer screen. Thanks again alafolie and immortalbae. Its always appreciated.
Lol whats more pathetic. The douch fuck? or the fact that even the guy who wants to kill himself doesn’t want to talk to him xD
Shame on you guardian … for all your wisdom and inspiring words, I’d think you of all people would know that homosexuality is not a “choice’
disappointed dawg
@nbarules … we can’t “hate” that which does not exist … no god, no hate
godfree dawg
you have no right to call yourself a christian. I have seen the things you post on here. you told me and others to kill themselves and that it would be funny to do so. pushing your religion, isnt helping anyone. if one dosent believe, one dosent believe. its not your job to try to make them feel bad for their own personal choices. this is why I have no faith in the human race. the scum of the earth like you even impregnate a suicide site where people come for help. you are dispicable.
thanks for that. really glad i came looking for help and found you.
A slut?
A slut??
Nbarules, fuck you; you no good piece of shit bible fucking trash. You’re probably some little fat fuck kid getting his jollies off on a tab linked the suicide project and another tab linked to runescape or pornhub or some other bullshit.
Clearly you’re a little fuck who’s been given everything in life, probably with a mommy an daddy who buys you shit and spoils you like a little *****.
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Fuck off. Worthless sack of shit
its fine Michael, i dont know why i bothered thinking i could find anything but what im used to here anyway.
No – nbarules – people aren’t being mean because you believe in god … they’re being mean because you’re trying (in a very rude and condescending manner) to FORCE YOUR version of god down their throats and then having a little immature hissy fit when they don’t open wide enough for you to cram it down their throats and say “thank you blessed savior” afterwards.
explanation dawg
My apologies Dawg.
In my need to type quickly I may have given the impression that by choice I meant sex. But what I hoped to convey was partner.
I believe that all people have a right to choose their love partner, whom ever that may be.
I did not wish to imply that I believe one has a choice as to what sex they are attracted to.
I believe, as is persistent in the research, that sexual ideation (straight, gay, bi, and all others) is not a choice and cannot be changed or reprogrammed and is present in about 10 percent of populations.
In fact I wrote about the tragedy of people becoming suicidal after being bullied for sexual preference in my post:
the Queer
Thanks for keeping me honest Dawg!
@guardian – I knew what you meant … but in current context, it’s could have been a hand grenade in a foxhole 😉
It’s all good 😉
wordnazi dawg 😉
Yes it could, couldn’t it, lol.
I am old and have had to unlearn much of the intolerance that enculturated me a a child.
I am always buoyed to see all these young defenders of reason.
In my children’s lifetime sexual preference will finally be accepted.
I’m old too G … it makes me sick and embarrassed when the “old school” thoughts try to force their way to the front of my brain … now if we can get the youth to embrace patience 😉
slow dawg