I feel a deep love for Jasmine, a longing to show her I love her. I have gone past the sexual thoughts and I just want to hold her and kiss her. I was reading a sex story based on the Naruto show and how he pleased the women he seduced by treating them well. He showed them he would treat them right. I got teary eyed and my heart felt weird as I thought of Jasmine and as I think of it I get cold chills.Â
I love Jasmine so much. Is this not a feeling of love? Is this really purely a desire and lust to fuck my cousin? I never cried thinking about Nycolle and how strongly I felt for her. I only cried for her to feel the same way.Â
Can I get your opinions on the matter? Am I really obsessed, or is it love. I believe it’s love. I had panic attacks and insomnia when I broke up with her. I felt horrible, i just couldn’t think of breaking it off as the right thing to do.Â
Even she was pissed off I told her that, she thought i lied about my feelings, throwing her away like a piece of meat. I promise I’ll never treat her like that. EVER!Â
<3 She's the most wonderful girl I know. The only reason I could think of my deep longing to be with her is desperation. If anything, I'll even through away the condom I keep in my wallet in case anything ever were to happen. I'd do anything for her. I wish I had a job already so I could treat her like a princess before she's gone… I want to protect her too… Jasmine I'm in love with you. Whether it's obsession or true love, I still feel deep feelings for you…Â
One Day by Matisyahu plays suddenly as I get wifi. Nycolle likes music by Matisyahu…
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To thrive, we must face the obstacles and complications. Should I avoid your opinions as well?
None of us can figure out what your feelings really mean. That’s a deeply personal thing that sometimes is even hard to figure out for ourselves (like you are experiencing). I still miss my ex from 6 months ago and it hurts to know that she is with someone else, but even I have to ask myself, the relationship we had wasn’t perfect, and do I still think about her because I truly love her, or is this just some weird obsession? Love is a hard thing to define, but I think we have to love ourselves most of all, so any time our feelings for someone else cause pain, or panic attacks, or not being able to sleep or eat, it might be going a little too far towards obsession or addiction.
“To thrive, we must face the obstacles and complications. Should I avoid your opinions as well?”
I’d say so. All feelings can be rationalised, just as those same feelings can be vilified.
If you feel the way that you do, then why does the reason for it matter? Love is just a orchestra of signals and associations that trigger a physiological reaction. If desperation is a catalyst for yours, then so be it. The end result is the same.
*an orchestra. Damn my obsession with grammar.
Is this for real? If it is, I feel so sorry for you.
To interpret what you feel is the most difficult task of all, but if you love her and at the same time you want to have sex with her, that can be a mixed feeling. true love is so deep that it takes you beyond right and wrong, and sometimes it is very difficult to draw a line between right and wrong. but if you think your love for her is very deep, then don’t bother about you sexual desires because they come as you love someone and stay with her in her good times and bad times that would make your relationship strong. i have been handling love problems since a long time and this is very genuine problem. Don’t worry if you read some article or book, because most of the times these articles and books consist of just imaginary content.
Take care,
Bhupesh Goyal
Owner True Love
Sorry for a relationship doomed to fail? Damn mostly negative responses no matter how many batches of OSPers on here, I can’t find people who agree with me. I’m such a selfish bastard. I hate it. Wish I could change, but I’m ignorant. I love Jasmine. She’s perfect in my eyes. She may be a bit dim-witted but I find it cute :).
So I guess Edgar Allen Poe made a mistake too… 🙁 I am holding on by a strong thread of love, other than her is my end. Not to bring pressure. Anyways hope I can talk to a psychiatrist or therapist soon enough before I do something stupid ( doing something with my cousin isnt stupid). I wish people wouldn’t hate on me just because I love Jasmine. Is love not the same between a boy and girl, a man and woman? Is it suddenly impossible because the correlation between the two is family? What effect does it have to negate the idea of love just because its “family”? I love her, she loves me back. I want to treat her right and suddenly you feel bad for me because what I am doing is wrong, sinful, stupid, and/or a “big mistake”? Why is it a mistake, I love her very dearly, no lie about it, my feelings feel true and so are my intentions. Whats wrong with that???
Simple question – would a marriage between you and your cousin be legal in your state? … if it’s legal … then all others be damned, if it’s illegal then forget about it.
nothing else really matters. I know you may not be planning marriage but you can use the law as your guide to determine where the “line” is.
law dawg
So. Wait. You dated your cousin before? Or you’re just in love with your cousin? I can see that you can relate a lot to her, probably. And, you probably have been able to tell that there’s so much in common with her. But, I don’t think that having feelings for her would be wrong. . . unless you did in fact have intense sexual feelings for her.