Feeling really alone and stupid right now took an overdose paracetomol 80 tablets yesterday hasnt done anything but vomited pretty much non stop until this morning. I feel same way I do after every other time I take an overdose happy in a way to be alive and I think about future but then that subsides and thoughts if hoplelesness and feeling like a waste of oxygen comes back I just know Im juggling and eventually obe of these overdose will be the end of me and I just wish I could be stronger
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Hey UK sorry it didn’t work….I was thinking of taking the whole bottle of my Oxycotin 20mg do you think that will work?
Probably not would make you really ill and Im not really best person to say this seeing as how I have suicidal tendencies myself but is there anything you need to talk about just want to offer some help 9not that ill be able to do much) Just dont want you to be as weak as me and give in
instead of ODing all the time why don’t you just scream or cry or punch a punch bag or visit a friend or read a book or play a sport or go to the library or watch tv distracting is good even if it doesnt help in the long run but at least if you distract yourself you can prevent it for a little while
I do try those things try and keep mysekf busy I write just finished a play I do ameyuer dramatics but then these feelings are still there the fact ive made so many mistakes in life I know these are selfish feelings
Thanks for the offer but talking is done, my life is ruined and worthless, imjust not good at anything….wish i could get out of the state im in, maybe a fresh start would help but can’t afford to do anything… but thanks again