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by justwannahelp112

So i know my friends wouldn’t miss me if i killed myself cuz one of them said she would laugh if i did and she would not go to my funneral… you have no clue how sad that made me. when she said that I wanted to go cry and bury myself under a mound of dirt and just lay there for the rest of my life. So i told my older sister about how my friends are always kinda mean to me and saying stuff they think is funny about my fails when they know i have been through so much and she told off my friends and I was like that is so nice… but anyway my friends are never around for me especially when i need them and Im really bad at making new friends cuz they judge me by the fact im a emo hippie(yes emo hippies exsist) so what am i to do? My friends don’t care how i end up so who does???

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the Guardian 5/6/2012 - 12:54 am

You sound like yo would make a great friend to some NEW people in your life!

justwannahelp112 5/6/2012 - 12:57 am

but people don’t want to be my friend thats the problem… i am secretly disowned by everyone

truthbetold 5/6/2012 - 1:06 am

those people are not your friends, you’re their scapegoat .. that’s the ugly truth
it looks like you’ll have to learn to enjoy your own company, as painful as the process is

the Guardian 5/6/2012 - 1:06 am

I know, it’s tough, and they kinda gang up on you.

How old are you?

justwannahelp112 5/6/2012 - 2:06 am

im used to being my own friend…

APathNoOneCanFollow 5/6/2012 - 3:09 am

Stupid is as stupid does. Great quote. I used to. Be an asshole like your friends till I opened up my mind. Those aren’t friends. Scapegoat guy is correct. It gets better with time as shity as that is to believe. I’d be open to any little act of kindness given. I doubt your a ***** lol. Touch base with those who love you. The darker road is always the safest when the brighter road has dangerous obstacles. Emo hippie, you sound like my cousin. She went through so much shit. But she let go of everyone who wasn’t important to her life or happiness. Now she’s in college with new friends who welcome her for what she is. Time heals all wounds. Good luck. I love you, I do.

BehindtheSmile 5/6/2012 - 1:08 pm

hurrrah for emo hippies. I can cut myself but i cant cut meat.

justwannahelp112 5/6/2012 - 5:01 pm

lol its weird right??? it works so i go with it…. i LOVE the beatles and im emo…. its not that bad….

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