Severe clinical depression, anxiety disorder.. Cutting, 2 failed attempts. I have felt lost, hopeless, disconnected from life and it’s surroundings. Everything and everyone I’ve ever know has left me alone. I feel so confused. I believe I don’t have purpose anymore and I don’t know how to fix it. Many thoughts of another attempt plague my mind. I’ve had terrible luck with women in my life. I found this site and I knew I needed to get this off my chest. I would like to know if anyone can relate to me .. And if you guys/ girls want to know more about my history feel free to ask.
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Hello.
I think I can relate a little bit. Personally I believe shrinks are full of shit, I get many different evaluations (after 15 minutes talk), they were all laughable. But that could be my bad luck. I don’t think so, thought.
However there is no doubt I am fucked up. I’ve always liked term “broken machine” 🙂 Yet, since I remember, picture was kind of blurry. Looks like it will stay that way. I live in the wastelands from many years now. Nothing grows here and I can not escape.
Actually I kinda have to kill myself 🙂 It’s sad ’cause my appetite for life was/is always quite huge but never satisfied.
That’s some heavy feelings mate. I sort of understand what you mean. Hen you speak of the wastelands I don’t quite get it. Where abouts are you from?.. Shrinks are laughable.. This only ever had one that was any help. The problem with that though was they ended up saying something fairly damaging to me. Which made me not want to go back. The appetite for life you speak of? Are you able to move away from where you are?