considering drugs…

dont know why…i..i just want the voices to stop…heroin…ya know i have it…im just too much of a sissy to try…i did weed last week though and for a while…i acctually felt happy…cant post anything from my dsi(yeah i know babyish but i use it for animation help and internet, getting an itouch soon) cause its an old version of opera….just really pissy and i feel like vying…bipolar….the fmes are getting to me…hah….i guess ill listen to more asking alexandria and keep threatining my “friends” that im gonna kill myself…but they all know i never will….but the day i do theyre gonna be suprised i did…hah once you get to know me ill be such a bother…just the first of all my rants, now im gonna go skate with my friends bye -gone-