Fear life, not dead. Fear people, not ghosts.

People are part of life, family, friends, even unknown people whom we have to talk with if we want to walk through life. Do we really have true friends? have you ever make this question to yourself? Human nature is to be selfish. Friends will let you down, that is a fact. People will always come and go.  That is a fact that we have to accept if we want to feel at least comfortable in life. because I don’t like to use the term “happy”. Happiness is actually an illusion, an illusion that suddenly will become a need. Parents , boyfriend, girlfriend, our friends. Everybody have said “I can’t visualize my life without my _______ fill the blank”. but the thing is, we won’t feel good until we accept the fact that everything in life has a beginning and has an end. Almost every people will get bored of  things, even people, even you.

You are just one person more, for a selected group of people you will be their life, such as your family if you are lucky and they don’t make your life a hell, or if they did’t get rid of you when you born, but for other people you will only be one more body, one more employee, one more American, one more Chinese or whatever your nationality is.

Friends can just meet people more interesting than you whom they can go out, or will know other person who can help them with their homework, and understand the verb help as doing all the work in this case. They are now gone, who is in this moment in your life, who uses your body? who uses your intelligence?   who will take your heart, break it, and make you feel as a piece of shit? does it sound familiar? yes, because we all have ever felt this before.  You will be disappointed at least once in your life, you will see the people you love die, you will see things around you that you won’t be able to change. You will see the person you love talking, thinking , or even kissing in you face the person they love, not being you. People will ignore you when they got bored of you and others will hate you and be jealous of you. So what is the point? We all life almost the same life experience. Fear life, being alive means to feel,  some feelings are so cruel that I don’t know how life can make us feel them, they should’t even exist, it makes you feel afraid to feel love because you know that somehow it will end someday.

You are a human being, living a life, suffering,  wanting to be dead, because people hurt you, people make you feel bad things, even if their intention is make you feel good, don’t worry, life will brings events to take your happiness down, your loved one will get a disease, you will lose your job when you need it the most, and so many examples that you probably have experienced. Dead will take you out of this planet, a planet where people fight for a country with guns to defend a nationality instead of taking care of preserve the planet, a society that teaches you to hate others for not deciding where they was born, or make people’s life miserable for a stack of money (a piece of PAPER that can change ones reality in the outside world) a stack of money that will be stuck on a bank for hundreds of years when it can be being used to help the people they are making miserable, since it is a PAPER with the power of creation. Life has no sense, papers are more important than human feelings, it used to have a sense, but the human, the greed incarnated , took it away forever. No sense, everything is ephemeral, you suffer for other people’s decision or they just get rid of you with no reason, some of them have titles, family, friends, politicians, classmates, but regardless the title they have on your life,  they don’t care about you more than you can care about your own selves, they care about themselves. So stop pleasing people, and start making a way to success for your own life, which is the only one that really cares, since you are the one that is feeling.