Its seriously amazing at what you can hide by just putting on a smile. I am currently struggling with anxiety disorder, depression, and an eating disorder (Ednos). I hate my body and my self esteem is broken. Every time I talk to a guy, I have to back off because I don’t think I deserve to be loved. If I can’t even love myself ya know? I feel bad for anyone to ever like me because I have to hide how emotionally damaged I am. They don’t deserve to love me I’m tooo broken to deserve shit. I just want to be happy. No one knows this is me. I have tons of friends go to parties, straight a’s, and I play 3 sports. I wonder what it feels like to be confident with who you are and happy to be yourself without hiding who you are. I’m broken.
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I feel exactly just like you, I can’t handle this anymore.
I know I don’t know the way out
Learn to love yourself? Then the rest will fall into place.
I can’t love myself if I hate myself
Look to the good in urself… You have tons of friends, you must be friendly. You make straight a’ s, so ir intelligent… Get paper out write a list of good things about yourself. Then a list of things you want to change and how you can change those things… When time is finished you will have no reason to not love yourself b.c. you are a very good person. 🙂