Hello, I’m marissa and I’m suicidal, achoolic, drug addict, and anorexic. I’m 14 and I drink and do drugs every night. I make myself puke 3 times a day. I have suicidal thoughts every night.
I live with my mom and her husband(sadly my step dad) I’m verbaly abused by both of them everyday. I was several times physical. I have no control over my life. I’ve tried to runaway but I always get caught. I’ve tried to take my life but always get talked out.
My father wasn’t there at my birth and was really never there for me. He moved to Florida when I was ten. I haven’t heard from him since cause my mother won’t let me talk to him.
I’m very anti- social. Only because I just don’t know who I can trust anymore. I’ve had my heart broken so many times. I’ve never had a true bf. I’ve never had a true family. I only have one Bestest friend in the world. My life has gone down hill for quiet sometime now. I wanna move in with my grandma but my mom wont let me. I don’t know what to do besides drugs and drinking. Even religion hasnt done shit! Im screwed over that’s all I know