I withdrew all my money from the Bank.
I have spent the last few days giving it away.
Trying to achieve the mindset that the time has come.
I tell myself be brave you will be missed by none. The banality of my existence tells me I am making the only decision I can.
That life can be so painful. I wish for a life I was never given. So I say I no longer want this one. I have had enough. Some of the stories I have read here
resonate so loudly.
How is it some can fly so high, whilst others suffer and sink so low?. My mental health has deteriated badly, the anti depressants make me a half dead person anyway. My anti epileptic medication is slowly taking the other half.
If only I could damn well articulate what I feel……it is impossible.