there is a time when you cannot tell if you need a uplift in life from somebody else, or you should just end it. I have had many such times in my life when i had the feeling that there was nothing that could be done now except suicide, but there always was a helping hand – friend or relative who stood by me and told me not to do it. but this time it is completely different, i have no way to tell if i should do it or not. and the thing is such that i think that my head spuns each time i think about it. and i truly think my life sucks but there is no way i can be sure. i have been expelled from college (voilence, they say) but i dont think i did wrong. and now i think life as i knew is over and i will get over it now, i will do it this time. 🙁
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Don’t!. We live this life only to be happy and to make other people happy.We both know,that you’re somebody’s reason to smile.Only because of this, it is worth living.If you suicide,you will just give up,because of some bullshit.If you have watched “Rocky”,you’ll know:This world ain’t rainbows and sunshine’s,it’s a mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees,but when that happens,you fucking go UP,if not because of you,because of the people who love you.The college it’s not a big deal,the money either,the important thing is to make a good family to love your friends and to be happy 🙂 if you ever need to talk to someone,just let me know 😉
just stay strong my friend!
I have been EXACTLY where you are. I will tell you what worked for me. The first step was the hardest. I actually had to stop relying on other people to pull me out of my hole. I had to make myself MAKE the choice to stay alive. How? One step at a time. You take an hour to go watch the sunset, or watch a funny movie, or lay on a blanket in a part. Sounds cheesy, but when you start appreciating small things, you start feeling better. Eventually, your path becomes more clear. Hell, maybe college wasn’t the right choice for you at this moment. Get a job doing something you love or volunteer a few days a week – I feed the homeless, and it FEELS good. One day at a time, my friend. Take control of your life right now, and make a decision to pull yourself up – BIGGEST REWARD EVER!