Rogue, take over for me this week… -_-

Nathan has left the premises. It is I, Rogue Shadow, who has taken his place. I chose to document my presence since Nathan seems to refer to me as his deity, savior, and hero. If only he would realize he can be everything I am, just by trying hard and not giving up. How shall I do it. If only I had more control over him.

Whether it’s true or not. It’s good to attempt a different perspective on it all. I took a small survey/quiz by the teacher. It was meant to see if you’re more rebublican (conservative) or democratic (liberal). I took it and apparently I’m neutral. Questions were: Are you for or against the death penalty, environmental protection, gun control, pop culture… Etc. 

I’m guessing I (Rogue Shadow, as I am his alter ego, and considered in his head as to have lived a long life, far back) am a conservative and Nathan is a liberal, causing our combined personality a more neutral state. 

I drank a monster Assault earlier in the morning. Apparently it has a more of a cherry/berry taste along with its (ginger?) more monster-esque original taste. I was hoping that would help me be more bipolar, apparently any sweets seem to make me angry and get a pain around where I got teeth pulled. 

Seems that seems to cause great pain and gets me in a bad mood. I have become somewhat more alert, yet there most likely is less caffeine or energy blend in it since it made me less awake than usual with the original. Tomorrow I’ll drink the original. Goodbye for now, be back at next break. 

I’m back. 11:20 A.M. I’m tired as fuck or was at least. I was about 5 minutes from knocking out at class, luckily that was about 2 minutes from the bell. I tried being Rogue, if it’s possible. It’s confusing, who I am. That monster didn’t do shit except give me a sharp pain to my gums. Haha listening to Sing for the Moment. I would blast this song in my earphones when I had a shitty ass mood and was depressed as fuck. I loved it when he said “sing for the kids who don’t have a thing, except for a rap magazine… Or for anyone who’s been through shit in their lives…”

After school, my mood went to shit and I’m tired. I’m not in a bad mood for any specific reason. Although, now that I think about it, seeing those two girls in 2 piece swim wear doesn’t help my loneliness or my horny thoughtss. I was so close I could feel their silky soft skin… 

Also a girl wearing a “Just do it” shirts made me wonder why it’s right above her ass. Does she like the idea of someone shoving their dick into her? (sorry I’m so graphic, I like to let my thoughts out in my posts hopefully touching up on good topics.)