thursday.

Everything’s been making me cry.  I cried though my entire math class yesterday.  And it’s a 2 and a half hour class.

I don’t know how to do things anymore.  It takes me forever to get things done and I feel so fucking stupid.  I can work on a math problem for hours and still not be any closer to solving it.  I don’t know how I’m going to pass that test on Monday.

I’m trying another mood stabilizer, but it’ll be another week or two before I’m on a full dose, and even then I don’t really expect it to do anything.  Except the side effects, which I’m already experiencing.  Dizziness, weakness, shortness of breath…not fun, but they seem to be fading.

ugh.

I just want my brain back.