When is it my time?

Like, when is it my time to be that girl who was once the ugly duckling and turned into the beautiful swan? Because right now, im still the ugly duckling. It feels like no matter how old i get, or how much i try to change my look. I will always look like shit! it’s crazy. And everytime i think i look good, No one else does. Like no matter what i do, im always be that ugly ass girl. you know? and it gets annoying. Im tired of it. Im tired of being “the ugly one” when it comes to me hanging with my friends. I know for a fact that im ugly, because not even the guy that tries to get with every girl in the school wants to get with me. It’s crazy and it gets annoying. Im literally the ugliest one out of my friends, they’re all pretty, and im just ugly. Maybe this is something im going to have to deal with for the rest of my life. i guess. if i can make it.