I run to this like it’ll truly make things better. but really this is just an escape for a few minutes. i didnt even have to wait a whole day today to come back on here. it was made simple for me earlier today. things got turned upside down again. and again…and again. endure the wrath or change. 2 results. 1 has already been given, but yet satisfaction has not been reached. so you’ll keep burning me. until all my flesh has turned to ashes. and theres nothing left to burn. it is admirable to stand by someone who chooses to burn you. im not doing it for the titles, im doing it so when Â im gone. you will realize how honest i was. how pure i was. hw all i every wanted was one thing.
I NEED HELP- i need someone to reply back asap. my date has moved up. i dont want to wait much longer. instead of months i want this over with by july 21st. please i dont want help to change, i want help with my decision. for his sake, i dont want to do something dramatic or brutal i want him to think i fell asleep. and didnt wake up. Im praying everyday for allah to not let me wake up the next morning or to have a bus or car kill me. anything so i dont have to do it myself. but this is what is has come to.