I took 12 lortab and nothing happened. Tomorrow I think I will take 20 and all the xanax  I have. I cant stop from breaking down. I always get abandoned. I always get used. I am tired of the loneliness, I miss my ex…I dont know how I could just be disgarded like garbage after all the love I have given. Why do people lie and say they love you when they only want to use you.
My heart is just broke, it wont heal…I am tired of living with this pain…it just wont go away….I am invisible nobody will miss me anyway….
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I feel the same way. Used up after giving all I have. People suck. People can be shitty. I’m lonely too. Heartbroken, hurt, mad and a total mess.
This probably doesn’t help but maybe you can know at least you’re not alone in how you feel.
yes they do…i am sick of being used investing my heart soul finances and giving all only to be left alone i cant sleep i am tired all the time it feels like i am bleeding internally and it wont stop. I was just left after 6 months many thousands of dollars on a loser he just quit communicating i had to send 100 dollars to be told I dont want to date you love you but im not in love with you i love me ex that was it…right after i took us on vacation…ugh…i am only worth using..i am tired of waking up…anymore..
its hard being used, I know. either the person loved you and fell out of love, or they never loved you at all. The worse thing about it is if you in a illusion of some kind and not able to see that it a doom relationship to begin with.
depending on how much love you gave the harder you will hurt, if this person completely out your life physically then you could little by little start focusing on other things in your life if possible, the pain may stay there, the memories may hurt, everything not going going to get better as long as each day you holding on as tight as the day before, but you could promise yourself one thing… and that is that it never happen to you again.
People will miss you