My friends are everything…

I just let my two friends read my first post. They both showed me that maybe there is hope for me. N o I am not cured from this disese but they will make it better. They try to give me anti depressants and I have stop taking them cause they do no good. I have so much depression and my friends relize this and want to be there for me. I feel good knowing someone is there to be with me whn I am crying non stop.I hope that nothing ever happens to tthem. I would fall aoart and would definatly not be here typing at the moment. Its amazing that two friends can be what you need to stay alive and live another day. One of my friends her parents are trying to get jher to change schools next year cause they don’t like her being around me cause I may be a bad influence. With out her though I would be dead. She has been there since my freshman year. They don’t understand how close me and her are. My other friend is my colorguard buddy. At first we didn’t get along buut we have become great friends now. I’m happy to have them both. I would say they are a blessing from god but I don’t know if I belive anymore. I can not find him anywhere so I dint kniw if I belive he is real anymore. Anyways this is my last post for the night. Thatnk you all that read this. And just remeber your friends probally care more then you think.