To Mary Ann and Alex

Hey! This letter is for Mary Ann(Marika)in Finland.
I hope your reading this.

So much has change since i met you here around a year ago.

I understand your reasons and motives very well, but i feel you asked the wrong person for advice. Then again so did Alex from Scotland.

But ultimately Marika you were right. We all at the end of the day do want to be “free” to decide our of destiny. I say “free” in caps, because in reality we do not have any REAL freedom. All is under the controll of god.

And Marika as much as i hate to say this, you may have been right about my parents. The truth is, i just never really excepted the “adoption” I felt it was a violation of my basic rights to choose freely in life. To choose freely my destiny, even if it would have meant surden death.

I have prayed to god for guidance and help.  He has anwered. think i was always born gay and i chose this rather exotic figure to “express myself” so to say. If i was born white, nerdy, autistic and gay, my life would have been just as hard, maybe even harder.

Marika, i always wanted to say no to you and that i didn’t know the answer. But i was afraid god would never let me find the answer myself, if i didn’t help you. What works in America may not work here in Finland, just next door to Siberia. Literally lands end!

I just wanted to say, that i have tested and am still running tests with ********, and the tests have proven very positive. I have endet up making a website of my discoveries;

http://joneshenry03.puheenvuoro.uusisuomi.fi/107159-eutanasiaa-idiooteille

It was all very hard. I wanted to take my time and start from the beginning.  I understand, that this tech project is me finally crossing to adulthood. In many ways this is my “manliness test” If it works, there is no turning back.

I would so much want to be a child again, and not have to worry about these things. However, there is a brutal fact of life;

It doesen’t matter how we got here. What matters is that were ALL stuck here and none of us can leave.Unless…

 

And without the sacrifices of other people like that Nasa Astronaut(who died of ******** asphyxia back in 1981) Jack Kerovkian, Derek Humphry, Sharlotte Hydorn,Ted Goodwin, Nicholas Klonoski and BBC:s Michael Portillo this would have never been possible!

 

I think i have discovered it! A ******** version of Nicholas Klonoski suicide device. My “balloon theory” paticularly was very helpfull. Basicly 1 mayday balloon 30-centimeters in diameter is equal to the size of the exit bag. And around 250 of then fits into a highly compressed(200bar) ******** cylinder of 80 Anglo American cubic feet, or 20-european metric liters. Im not sure, but i think they blew as many balloons out of a 5-liter tank as they possibly could, and then multiplied it by 4 to get the 20-liter number. Not sure but this is what i believe happened.

I have also made very promising tests with ******** that does not explode or set a flame. Used in tires and also for testing ventilation systems. In my last test i got over an hour of steady flow at a steady gass pressure of around 1 pasi before the gass pressure began to weaken.

I hope that Alex from Scotland is also reading this. Im Canada a woman managed to get 8-minutes of steady flow from a ******** cylinder of 80 Anglo American cubic feet, with 7-psi output pressure. So if you siwtch it to very close to 1 psi you should be alright. I personally in the tests have used a similar gass pressure.

Here in Finland suicide consulting is not against the law by the way based on a justice ministers statement from the year 2005, and also not planning a murder based on a justice ministers statement from the year 2011

Here in Finland and also in the rest of Europe there is a rapid discussion about euthanasia in general, so my research comes in need. The human brain needs around 5-10 minutes without Oxygen to totally shut down.

You know both of my old emails Mary Ann. The one i currently use is JonesHenry@hotmail.fi In my fourth and final test with ******** i should be able to proof that you can get up to 20-minutes of steady flow from only 5-european metric liters or 20 Anglo American cubic feet. Enough to do the job. Suck a tank is also very portable;

Helium

 

I just wanted to mail this as my last message to you both. You both asked for the impossible, but i have tried to help you the best way i could. This information might become usefull if you find a husband or someone else to assist you. ******** does not show up on autopsy. Is easy to both rent and buy, and the “Magic hood” can either be made for a special costume party or made be yourself with a special portable digital sewing machine.

http://www.matkatavara.net/tyhjiopussi-p-857.html

http://www.platformnation.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/sweatband.jpg

http://www.amiedu.net/mamu/Suomen%20kieli/kasity10.jpg

http://cdn.thedailybeast.com/content/dailybeast/articles/2011/04/27/suicide-kits-the-91-year-old-woman-selling-instant-death-on-the-internet/_jcr_content/body/image_0.img.503.jpg/1337256000000.cached.jpg

 

You also need a ******** pressure gauge and some pressure tubing. Easy to get online anonymously;

http://www.back-tools.fi/shop/fi/svetsaggregat/1740052-aga-309257-unicontrol-500-ht-mutter-acetylen.html

http://www.biltema.fi/fi/Tyokalut/Paineilma/Ilmaletkut-ja-niiden-liitokset/Paineilmaletku-15300

 

Here is the expert himself advicing how to put the hood on;

http://www.veoh.com/adultwarning/watch/v20346951QY4egAaB?h1=Helium+is+better+6B

 

Good luck Mary Ann and Alex to you both! I tried to help you like a good samaritan and also many other people suffering with the very same issues. Because in the end this research gives me also a better peace of mind. That im not completely helpless should the need arise.

 

But let us thank GOD that the answer to peacefull death is in the breathing air!