I know most of us here feel like outcasts in the normal world. We are just a little bit different from everyone else. The world does not seem to fit us.
I think a lot of it may be because we are just a bit more, philosophically mature, I guess. Whether it’s because of the terrible things we’ve been through, or simply because we were born this way, we seem to think more about life, and are mature enough to acknowledge that there is something wrong with the world.
Most people, I have found, rely on religion, or other people’s ideas for answers. But we look and notice for ourselves. We are not afraid to see that the world is a terrible place, unlike others, who want to ignore it and pretend that everything is fine.
I’m not exactly sure what I’m trying to say. But I think that the people here are just a bit more sensitive and ‘deeper’ than the normal world. And it hurts because we feel so alone in it all.
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iv thought similar to that m,any time, i like how you say “the world does not seem to fit us” like its them and not us, which is true i guess 🙂
Omg you read my mind
“Most people, I have found, rely on religion, or other people’s ideas for answers”
one of the reasons I’m planning my next, hopefully successful attempt
I’m tired of these freaks who not only refuse to think for themselves but also think they’re entitled to force someone to live in a world he/she can’t stand
Yep, I embrace mediocrity. Perfectionists know only despondency. Someone else actually said that but so true nonetheless.
this has honestly made my day,so true, reading this made me want to cry i dont feel like im the only one feeling this or alone in the world anymore.
Thanks for replying everyone. It’s nice to know someone is listening.
@truthbetold: I know what you mean. And I can’t exactly tell you not to go through with your plans because I myself am not planning to reach my 17th birthday, but please think over your decision.
@wedontbelonghere: I’m glad you feel better.
This is so true, all of it, we’re all just a little different… The world beautifies being the way we’re not, too, so we’re less accepted, even when we weren’t understood to begin with.
I accept that the world is messed up. Honestly? I PRIDE MYSELF on knowing that the world is messed up. Im glad Im this slightly different way, because if I wasnt, I would be just like my other cousins – religious to the core. The rest of my famliy relies on strict chirstianity for structure in their life.
They dont know that I smoke, that Im bisexual, that I cut, that I listen to rock and screaming music… (that im not planning to reach 17 either, Im 14 now)
I hope more of the world becomes “like us” for lack of better terms. The world would be more understanding, and in better hands. I feel like it would also get less ridiculously commercial and shallow, but that might just be me
This became a lot more rambly than I meant for it to be, and it tells a lot more about me than I planned… oh well 🙂 overall, i agree with @BehindtheSmile
And… I think we should all be proud to be this way
bumpity bump