I don’t what is wrong with me as I sit here all I can think about is killing myself and how I would do it. I don’t think I have a reason to want to kill myself. I just can’t it out of my head. Just seeing the blood running out of my body and the sleepy haze that comes with it. I just don’t know why I want to do it or keep thinking about it. What do I do?
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Hey, I actually used to get those random sick thoughts too. I think you should find a peace state of mind. Mine is praying and sticking with God- it actually helps. Now I have a feeling you think I’m crazy, but I’m only trying to help. 🙂
Well thank you guys for the advise and I will try to keep my head up
I’ve had this issue lately. Sitting and thinking all these fucked up thoughts that I doubt any normal person has. I’ve actually started considering if I have schitzophrenia or something. I don’t hear voices, but it’s as if my head has an inner-dialog, like one part of my brain is day dreaming about self-harm and the other part is trying to rationalize saying it’s wrong, it’s like they’re arguing back and forth. I’m going to try and get on medication for it before something goes wrong.