Comfortably Numb

I Can Not Feel…. It was going great for a couple months. I was high everyday without fail but of course that’s how my happiness is.. going.. going… gone. Weed was basically a dam stopping this flood of depression from drowning me. I’ve been sober a week and it’s all come crashing down. The only thing stopping me now is the fact that I’m emotionally numb, but that might not be enough for long. I do not want to die I do not want to live I do not want to be happy I do not want to be sad because you see I’ve simply lost the ability to want.