So this is probably going to sound dumb but I’mÂ extremelyÂ depressed over my recent break up I don’t want to go into details because I feel it won’t help. After my break up things began to get worse, I found out my grandma is very sick and is getting worse each month and there’s nothing I can do for her at all, can’t even see her. I haven’t been able to make enough money to stay in school andÂ financialÂ aid keepsÂ denyingÂ me, my friends just don’t seem to understand my struggles in my life and kind of seemedÂ annoyedÂ that I keep bringing certain things up. I also feel like nothing in my life seems enjoyable anymore. I’ve been through a hard break up before and I’ve never been this heart broken to the point in which I’ve done and thought terrible things. These past two weeks I’ve been on and off hurting myself to ease the pain in my heart, I’ve also had thoughts of just not living anymore because I feel useless. I’ve been thinking of seeing aÂ therapist but the thought of me talking to a stranger face to face about all my problems seemed kind of weird to me since I didn’t trust this person, plus the cost of seeing one is way too expensive for me with noÂ insurance.Â Â Right now I think I just need some good advice to prevent me from going to the point of no return.