i have decided to take my mom suggestion and move away. she thinks it might help me , but i honestly don’t know. Last night i started cutting my self, apart of me felt good doing it then another part of me felt as if i am just stupid and sick.
i think i have a personality problem idk its just that there are times when i do things and am not sure why, or times were i sit and stare at my self in the mirror and talk to my self, i end up so deep in conversation that the other part of my body tells me to stop and then am laughing my self i9n the mirror.
am thinking bout hanging my self these day’s am tired of hearing things in my head. i just want to be left alone, stuck in a white room with a big bed and tv with tons of books and no windows just me …………….