‘Well, I know the feeling,
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge,
And there ain’t no healing,
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge,
I’m telling you that, it’s never that bad,
Take it from someone who’s been where you’re at.’
Damn, I love Nickelback.
Anyways. Feeling depressed :I and obviously suicidal.
Did i tell you guys about the day before my birthday? Well, I didn’t really know much about Daniel then, I just knew that I had a voice in my head that was driving me crazy. For some reason I thought I could release the voice inside my head by scratching at my hand until I ripped open the visible vein. Obviously, It didn’t work. And now I have a beautiful scar on my hand. I don’t know how much more of this shit I can take, I’m so fucking nervous about this assessment. (don’t you dare say it, 1in7million.) Suicide is my easy way out, some people may think it’s pathetic and just running from your problems but to be honest i’m past the point of caring, And would rather be there than here dealing with those problems.
I miss Luis so much, I just want him back… So he can make me smile and promise that everything is going to be okay. Just like the old times.
Don’t worry though, this feeling will probably pass. It always does. My life and most of my emotions have now just become numb.
So maybe I will try again with releasing Daniel, Apart from this time I will use a vein in my wrist and a craft knife….