I’d gone so long without cutting. Months. Tonight, I get into a car crash, second one in a year, and now everything is apparently falling to shit. Mom is saying I ruined her life. Everything just always has to fuck up. I was doing so well, I was doing fine. Now, here I am slicing my arm and deciding the easiest way to kill myself. I just wanna do it. I’ve been thinking about it for over a year, I need to just do it. Kill myself and it’s over, then everything will go away.
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Take a deep breathe. Calm yourself. Why jump to conclusions so soon. You can always result to killing yourself but you can never come back to life. You can make it through this, just clear your mind and only think about the positive. Happy memories, friends, everything that makes you smile
I just see suicide as an event, I always have. Like, if I end it, then that’s that; I’d no longer need to sit every night thinking about it. No matter what, I can’t go a week without contemplating it.
you die you dissipear life goes on. you must give yourself a chance to live a full life i sleep just sleep